Mood: Nostalgic/sad
Music: Aye-dil-e-nadaan
I'd say I'm a little disappointed...I just had so much expectations about coming home and I haven't met them...maybe I'm being too hard on myself coz I've been here only 15 days and I was busy with planning my sister's bachelorette party and then practicing for the Geet (btw, my performance was awesome) and no Megh- I din't repeat my "Shabbo" dance- that's best forgotten! The wedding is on Saturday and this entire week will go by in small non-issues like wedding preparations and attending guests... sigh!
There's just so much I want to write, just want to talk to someone, get some free gyan, just vent out all my frustration in front of someone who would understand the 10 million things running in my head...! But the sad part is that the one person who would understand at least 9.9 million of these things (if not all 10 million of them) is the person who's getting married and has no time for my small immature thoughts and doubts. And I'm also disappointed because I'm being hard on her too- I mean obviously she's nervous and jittery and needs me...so I should be there for her instead of wanting her to be there for me na?
And as I'm sitting here typing on my lappy at 2 am, she's right there under the blanket talking to her fiance in hushed tones- not knowing that I'm sitting here crying bitterly coz I'm gonna miss her big time...! Waise we both better finish off all our crying in this week only- coz during the vidai the video will look horrible... :((
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