When you really really need someone to talk to- just go to damn chat page and talk to a stranger... in times of real desperate need you'll find that you don't want to call up your friends... how many times will you call them up and cry in front of them? After a while you'll feel embarassed or will feel like a fool... 

So listen to my advice- go to a chat room and catch some random stranger... you wont even have to bother about him again and next time get another random stranger!